i have a xanga now.
if you want it, ask for it.

[ music : Scary Kids Scaring Kids; Sink and Die]so ren & eddie are trying to hook me up with this boy called Danny. supposedly he thinks i'm "hot" and have a "cute personality". he's 17. hm. it's a bit weird. i don't want to go out with someone i don't even know. then again, i just want a boyfriend who'd CARE. too bad the one i want doesn't ( Read more... )

[ music : Self Against City; Speechless]

it takes me 9 pills to drown him out of my head.
if you had one wish, what would you wish for? to go back to how it was 4 months ago ( Read more... )

[ music : The Blood Brothers; Trash Flavored Trash]i'm a bit proud of myself. i haven't done "it" in a VERY long time. about 2 months. i was trying to figure out why.. & it turns out that it's the same reason why i am on medication now. because of a BOY. everytime i got an urge to "do it", i'd think of him, and stop. and it's the same in this case ( Read more... )

so these tears keep falling; i'm drowning in my very own misery.
i'm sinking, can't you see?
standing neck deep in your ridicule.
it's time for both of us to stand up for what we said we would.
you're not one of us.

[ music : Dashboard Confessional; Hands Down]this song is so lovely ( Read more... )

[music : Nekromantix; Dead Girls Don't Cry]you know those Chase commercials? where the boy graduates, and then you see him at his job, and then him getting married, and then him getting kids, and on and on..? am i the only one who cries during these commercials?! i actually found myself screaming "NO! I DON'T WANT TO!" at the TV yesterday. it ( Read more... )

here's to another.
R.I.P Keaton♥

[music : The Cure; Pictures Of You]today started out fine, but then changed during 6th period. :[. i don't even know why. i think my pill was wearing off 'cause after 9th i didn't even want to stay and hang out. ren was going to pierce my lip today, but i said i'd ask my parents once more. i really want it. ha. i understand that they don't want me ( Read more... )

[music : The Smiths; Last Night I Dreamt ... ]

// Ver. 1

--Name: alex
--Birthdate: 24th july.
--Birthplace: ukraine.
--Current Location: brooklyn.
--Eye color: blue.
--Hair color: burgundy.
--Height: 5'4.
--Righty or Lefty: ambidextrous.
--Zodiac Sign: leo.
--Innie or Outtie: innie.

// Ver.2--What is your most overused phrase?: "wow ( Read more... )