who knows, or cares really.

[dragon_4c]

Don't know why I'm updating, whether because I feel I should update this every now and again, perhaps because I am seeking to elicit a certain type of response, maybe because I'm just bored. Or any other possible reason

Comments

[fantasium]

Tom, my fever is way too high to let my brain give you an intelligent response to this entry. All I know in my current state is that we all need sympathy, all of us need someone on our side. No, wait, I know something else as well - about you being missed. I can hardly claim that I know you, or have any real insight to your person whatsoever, but it only takes one quick look inside to see that there is a piece of my heart that has a "Tom" label on it. Hey, stop rolling your eyes! I can be as soppy as I want because it's true, and although I'm crap at debating and discussing, I'll take this subject on anytime you want.

...

Here, have some tea. Tea is always good. Undoubtedly someone more eloquent will address this post when the over-Atlantic crowd wakes up.

[vampirespirit]

Everyone needs sympathy.

And you can still take some sort of science at university. I'm sure they won't mind. It will just take more work than usual because you don't have the school background. My dad did that (actually, my dad went to a crap school where science wasn't really taught past "watch out of the potassium" which they then threw in the pond...::rollseyes::).

Erm...were was I? It's good not to be too emotionally involved in things. Because I am and it generates lots of very emotional hate towards everyone who dissagrees with me, which can lead (and normally does lead) to me loosing my temper and calling them stupid, amoung other things.

Oh, and for your future: Have you ever thought of becoming a politician? Cause you would be good at it. Prime Minister Tom...hehe, I'd vote for you! XD

[astaraelweeper]

First of all, something funny I've been meaning to tell you about. I would tell you in chat, but I've sworn off AIM until I finish with this midterm (or possibly until I finish with both), so the odds that I would forget are far too great. Anyway, in our dorm almost everyone has little white boards on their doors. For a few days I would pass the door next to the main staircase on the third floor, and see the comment

[astaraelweeper]

Stupid me, I realized that I posted this without finishing

[simi]

Yes, every now and then, one ought to wallow and solicit sympathy. Nothing wrong in that. So this is my requisite sympathetic reply. I'll even go so far as to share some advice: Regretting past choices is useless and depressing. You made your choices, you suffered the consequences (good and bad) and now you simply have a different range of choices to make. Life can only move forward, after all

[irishphoenix711]

I could say a lot of things - as I'm sure you know - but, a lot of things in response to this. Perhaps meaningless or superficial things that would only elicit a 'It's not that simple' response from you.

I used to analyse and overanalyse myself [okay - I still do, but now it's 'different'. Really, it is.] And I used to spend every moment of my life unhappy, and generally angsty.

Yeah, I still have my incredibly abnormal moments. I'm highly emotional and sometimes it feels like the world is closing in and I just want to get out.

But when it comes down to it - you have to stop analysing and compartmentalising every aspect of who you are and how you live. If you just do what you want, and act how you are, in every aspect of your life - it changes. It becomes different, it becomes more liveable

[dragon_4c]

I think it's really quite simple.

Two questions.

What do I have?

What do I want?

And I'm not sure of either. I'm usually idiotic and dramatic when I'm in one of these moods, so I apologise for both, and thanks for your comments, pre requisite or not.