Thats all I do.... According to Chris and everyone else I live with. Go figure. Gee Im so fuckin sorry that my life is stressful and I hate 99% about my life. I miss my mom. I wish I had her here to talk to. I seriously and honestly think about killin myself 10 times a day. I wish I had my mom here to calm me down. I want to go home. I think that ( Read more... )

I swear Im so tired, I could just fall over ( Read more... )

Hey everyone just thought I would update. I dyed my hair last nite. Maybe later I will post some new pics. Enjoy your day!
Jamie

I knew who ever the sly little bitch was that made such a disturbing comment to me, was absolutely and positively a coward. Cant say anything more? Let alone admit who you are.... Fuck off! Fuckin slut!

I am sure I can handle a bit of some friendly criticism but for someone to chose an entry like my last one to say something just so incredibly rude, and you know who you are. You are wrong. Im busy explaining how upset I am that my sick mother is dying and all this BITCH can say is that I will look ugly in my wedding dress. Listen asshole, you must ( Read more... )

I have been so busy lately. It will only get busier. My mother is dying. I cant believe it, or well refused to believe it until yesterday. I went to see her and she looks so horrible. There is so much I wanted her to see and I know she will, it just wont be the way I want. I get married in 2 months and she cant be there for that. What if I have ( Read more... )

Ok well today wasnt all that bad and I am still goign to play bingo tonite. Maybe the day wont end so badly but for now it is sucking. I went ot hte doctors this morning cuz I could barely walk and they just kinda sent me away! AHH! Then afterwards I was upset and called my mom, bad idea. Then she started crying cuz she is sick and wont be able to ( Read more... )

Hey Im going to try something

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Hey everyone. Well today was a wasted day. I spent all day sleeping. I hate CQ let me tell you. I did all my invitations last nite. I think I need to go buy more though. I have about 40 groups of people to send invitations to and have like 30 invitations. Ahh! I didnt think that I would have that many but oh well (maybe I should have rented a hall ( Read more... )

Hello is anyone out there? Is it just me or am I the only one out of my buddies that ever comes on this thing anymore? Either that or you are all hiding. Is people like lost or something. Am I the only one who comments to the one person who may enter a week here? You people are all worrying me. Is there some sort of LJ Plague I dont know about ( Read more... )