I should've known better than to think that seeing Kim again would be ok. I should've known better than to think that I would be completely and totally fine with it. I should've known better than to think I wouldn't miss her terribly. I should've known better than to think that I'm even close to over her ( Read more... )

I find it very strange when something that closely resembles your life is portrayed in art, namely film. I had this experience tonight while watching the film "Cashback". It was a film I had wanted to see for a while but I couldn't find it anywhere. I had seen the short that it was based on a couple of years ago and I was absolutely intrigued by it ( Read more... )

I never thought it would come to this. As of today, it has been one year since Kim and I split, and it has been the hardest 12 months of my life. I've spent the last 52 weeks trying to pick up whatever pieces of myself that were left, and unfortunately I remain incomplete. I've crawled and clawed my way through the past 365 days just to get this ( Read more... )

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I should'nt even have to say this but what I put in here is my life, good or bad. Writing it here is my way of venting whatever I may feel about the events I talk about, and I appreciate comments. However, I don't need people reading it and being jerks about it, however that may be. Recent events have prompted me to write this post and also make ( Read more... )

Lately it seems like everything is progressing so slowly. What was only a week ago seems like forever, and anything more than a month ago seems like another lifetime. I mean its kinda good because it seems like senior year won't end so soon, but it's not good cuz everyday feels like complete crap. Theres definetly something missing from my life, ( Read more... )

I got an ipod yesterday (my uncles old one) but now I have officially submitted to the trend. Its cool and all though. Life's been pretty boring otherwise...maybe cuz I haven't had any comments to read on my poem. I need input so read it....NOW lol. Refer to my previous entry cuz im too lazy to copy the link. That is all. Peace to all my homeboyz ( Read more... )

So my senior year has started and I can't be more excited. Although it seems like its gone so fast. Yesterday felt like it was the first day of freshman year, and now I will be going on to college in a few more months. I just hope it doesn't go too fast. I want to enjoy HS, at least for a little while longer. In my small town, I know pretty much ( Read more... )

Hey guys. It's been a while huh? I bet you all missed me. I have no explanation for the gap in updates except lack of time. Well anyway, the summer has been good. Before school ended I went to my first F1 race in Montreal. We got a little lost getting there and we ended up getting there at 5 in the morning. I got 2 hours of sleep and ended up ( Read more... )