I just cried at dinner...my mom praised me earlier for my report card. Then started criticizing me for it. I hate my parents for trying to make me feel better. I don't know why. Just do. I'm making a new journal. Should have it posted soon....I bet only about 15 people are going to add it...maybe not even my friends...15 out of 90...*sigh*

when the fuck did I start crossdressing? O_o ( Read more... )

why do so many people use my shoulder as a tissue, but I never have any? ever...I'm always teh lsat one for people to come to to comfort, but they put so much on me...I've only ever talked about my feelings being down to kimmy...and she's so far away...no one's ever been there for me...they offer, but I want someone close...I want to be held...no ( Read more... )

( There's a place off Ocean Avenue )

stayed home from school sick today ( Read more... )

shweeeeet.
O...M...G...my borhter keeps imitating my hair style..it is so fucking ANNOYING! GAAAAHHH

ok, day's been sucking. Dude, Geoff is just weird. Like after Christmas, he was bragging to me how he got "both of Thrusday's albums" (Full collapse and War All the Time) and I'm like "dude, they've had four albums ( Read more... )

my dog ran away this morning. So I had to chase her down in freezing air and my lungs really hurt after that...hope I don't get pneumonia.
don't feel like updating on my day. Well, I choose some really great friends...yeah, w/e
I have a symphonic camp today and tomorrow so I'll be gone til 9 today and from 9am-6pm tomorrow. Just so you know

long day today. only four periods...in 6th I started crying...and didn't stop. It held over into 4th/5th. I kept crying...cried at lunch. Cried when I got back. Then it stopped before chem ( Read more... )

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