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Never mind it isn't worth it...

reason for this is i'm seeing things of late that i don't like. i don't want to bring conflict forward because i wish to avoid it. but it makes me laugh... a lot. if only people knew what was really going on in my head. actually it would be better if people knew what was really going on in their own heads. speilling bullshit is hilarious. problem ( Read more... )

i'm sick of your self centered lies! you keep going on and on about how you don't judge and how you don't care what other people do. Yet, you will condemn a person with a look. you're just as big a hypocrite as those you protest against. but at least they stand for something. what do you stand for? what do you actually believe in? ideals? yeah, ( Read more... )

I just slammed my foot into the freezer. My foot now hurts a lot. I'm up north pretending to be doing ebay stuff. I'm not though. Are we surprised? No. My side still hurts. This is an entire week of pain now. I promised Andrew that if it doesn't go away when my period goes away I'll go in. Not that I can afford to go in but ahh well. I think I ( Read more... )

bizarre. remember a few months ago how i was bitching about the guy i borrowed money to who got fired immediately afterwards? i just ran into him at the library. first he walks right past me but then turns around and brings it up. So i might just get my $70 back. maybe. we'll see. but at least he came back and remembers he owes me. Bizarre.

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i'm tired. there's no reason for it. i slept all night. i don't understand this lack of energy. i'm not happy w/ myself and others right now. i'm sick of my overabundance of emotion w/ a lack of voice to say it. i just hope you understand and don't abandon me. i have no control over you. you will do as you wish and i won't stop you. i only asked ( Read more... )

I am returning to the point of realization and I don't like it.

i'm officially going to crawl into a hole until the hypocrites go away. this of course means you will never see me again so bye.