because i don't really have anything i want to say to the world anymore. I was talking to Christy (sp?) last night and she made me realize something.

I made a huge mistake. I actually created Dragons Emotion around everyone else. Based my hopes and dreams around them, these people i RP'ed with. Mainly because they were the only family and friends ( Read more... )

Goddamn f***ing inmates are really starting to get on my nerves. They are so totally playing games with me and ONLY me. I feel like i'm really getting close to just saying "quit fucking with me ok!? and do the job you were told to do!" but that would likely make things worse ( Read more... )

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What a weird dream I had last night too, or was it the night before last ( Read more... )

Things are starting to look damn good now with my hopes on old posts and plots from ITW boards. Eldynir sent me some over a hundred posts from Draces War, and she has more, she says. She must have the entire board ( Read more... )

Sad but true, people drift away, people leave. It's just a fact of life, eat it or leave ( Read more... )

I have probably watched Finding Nemo about 10 times since I got it, which was just a few days ago, on the 5th i think. It is just soooo good! Phenomenal ( Read more... )

My civil service exam was today. The kind of tests they have all the time for varying positions and salary grades. The one I applied for was Clerk 2, a grade 9 salary up from my grade 6 (about $750 every two weeks instead of $675) Though this one won't hapen for another 3 years, so everyone was in a huffle about how I should take it ( Read more... )

Had a loooong talk with Kat...there was anger, there was kindness, there was the bringing up of past things and topics...then..there was a switch. A change. Some kind of difference with what she said ( Read more... )

I have done...Dragons Emotion is gone ( Read more... )