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Worst week ever
Thank god it's almost over...
And since lj lost my entry here's the short version...
- didn't get the halsted sign maker position
- cut my finger at work
- my grandpa is ill
- my aunt died
- Kokko scratched herself in the face and was bleeding
- slid my car into a curb on the snow day in the same spot as the first time
- I havnt had a nap all week
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Sadness follows me like a lost balloon
I just don't know any more but I'm Pretty sure I want a tattoo a large one at that and I want it to reflect me not only in persona but something soulful maybe even a hint of sorrow.
I know I should get something colorful bright and a little bit of whimsy but I don't think it would be true I keep leaning to macabre and sad. So when you see it you ( Read more... ) -
New beginnings
So things for 2013 seem to be looking up new job opportunities for sure going to orland on Friday to talk to the TL there about the ATL position in seafood cause really I want to get away from ours and secondly more pay! Lol I decided that north room for sign maker is too far and probably not worth the drive but I dunno.
J says as long as I'm ( Read more... ) -
I'll be the only one to break my heart
The say that change is good but what if you change for the worse... Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be like I use to and if not will I'll still be loved the same?
And if I'm not trying hard enough why should I if no one else is going to change either and everything is going to stay the same? It's unfair isn't it... I figured why try no one will ( Read more... ) -
Boredom
So because Jeremy and I work opposite schedules I feel I see him less now than I did when we weren't living together. Sad I know.
So After being super sickly (which I just got the medical bills for the lab fees and CT which costs about $1100!) I've just been watching tv and basically turning into a vegetable... :/ so I've been trying to think of ( Read more... ) -
i am AMAZED!
so we got this new ATL well sorta new hes been here several months now and hes a TOTAL D-BAG cause he thinks hes super ghetto and gods gift to the seafood dept but in reality hes super lazy, doesnt know anything, and im pretty sure illiterate... >_* he wants to be a store team leader one day and i def scoffed at that. he knows i dont like him and ( Read more... ) -
CT scans for all and for all a good night!
So just about everyone in my family is getting CT scans now me, dad, my grandma ( Read more... ) -
I'M BAAAAAACK!
well its been ages but ive decided to return for the good of the cause! apparently i need to get the word out more and lets face it my words are everything from depressing to thrilling! but i'll take you all on that ride once again cause we all love the emocoaster of awesomeness. I guess what im trying to say is im in dire need of some word ( Read more... ) -
ONE MORE GO HAWKS!!!
watched my first stanley cup play offs game 5 yesterday at hat trick since jer had a game there. his new team is called Off In The Showers so when the other team wins theyll be saying "i beat off in the showers" >_> yeah… the first game jer had he got a goose egg aka shut-out 6-0 AND there was a fight and they guy got ejected. the guy seemed like a ( Read more... ) -
GAGA on GLEE!
too bad she wasnt actually on it ( Read more... )