The days are only marked by the way the time given is used. went to church on sunday. went to the beach with JP on monday. tueseday was the movies with vaneeesa and lee. today will be lee's going away party. tomorrow is youthgroup. walnut hill church, 7-9 for anyone who wants to come along. as you see, my moods and personality changes by the ( Read more... )

i don't know how to write this entry. i was considoring just not writing at all. i don't want to talk about my life and how it contradicts the way i feel inside. i hang out wiht my friends but all i feel is pain. my hands are shaking. ic an't sleep at night. i don't want to sleep. I feels so lonely. so very laone. it hurts soo much, not ( Read more... )

YEAH!!! my daddy just called me cause he's back in CT. w00t. i'll be home tomorrow morning all you christal-fans. lol. as if. But, that's getting ahaed of myself, caus ei din't update yesterday. Let's see , yesterday was fun. the famillia woke up early, so ma could do some chores before we left. We argued a bit, but the shopping that ( Read more... )

You wanna hear something funny? 'course you do. The most journal commets I've gotten recently are the one about my freckle. i gotta get these brown spots some agents. lol. Today went well enough. woke up exhausted, but i'm getting used to it. Mom was already gone, so i got myself and matt ready. Ready for nothing as usual. all dressed and ( Read more... )

I'm going to die. I found a freckle. A FRECKLE!!! There, i was, minding my OWN business in the shower and there it was. on my shoulder. a brown spot. I have OLIVE skin!!! i don't GET freckles!!! what is the meaning of this?!?!?! What does that freckle THINK it's doing there?!?!?! Under WHOSE authorization?!?! Since when do i have freckles ( Read more... )

Last night went pretty badly. i had a headache and plans got canceled ( i was supposed to drive up to hangout with my Aunt in Boston, but my Granma said there were too many people in the car) so i argued with my mom. Not like it justfies it. I can be such a brat when i want to be. She left to go with Scott to dinner and i took a bath and some ( Read more... )

Happy!! I love it when friends surprise me. today started out as a pretty crappy day. i had too much energy yesterday so i couldn't fall asleep and then my little brother wakes me up too early and swears. it was an "accident".. yeah. right. Mom was already at work so i had to get the booger ready and so on. I spent the morning reding (how ( Read more... )

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Monday- Woke up at Grandma's. didn't do much except take care of Geo and watch tv. made plans with brian (techie Brian) to hang out. Family came over for dinner. pasta. chocolate. went home. didn't do too much. didn't think much at all either ( Read more... )

there's little use in recounting the days. I"m probably just wasting my time. it feels like no matter the event, the feelings stay the same. I'm mad at my mom. i'm mad that i can't do anything right acording to her. i'm mad for the way she makes me blow up at the tinest comment. i'm mad that i care so much about how she feels. I'm mad that she ( Read more... )