Yeah well hey guys well lifes been alright I mean I really can't complain I mean I still am distrought over Ilea but hey I have to learn to deal with it. I am a lot better than I was before I am now going to Val's church and its pretty cool! Drama started and its been awkward at first but its starting to look up! well that's pretty much the summary ( Read more... )

I have tried to do so many things but nothing ever seems to comee out right I feel like just stopping for a moment and forget worrying about other people just worry baout myself! I know it sounds selfish but I mean look at what I've done already? I almost made Carlos and Tater break up, I am pissing off Nadya even more now than ever before, and I' ( Read more... )

Okay I am really mad right now. look Tater_tots88 I never told Carlos that you didn't want to see him I told him that you couldn't see him he just doesn't want to admit it. I know you wanted to see him you always want to see him but you couldn't that day because of complications that's what I told him that you couldn't see him and even if I had ( Read more... )

So well today has been just another day. I feel much better and i think I can finally live again. it just took some time that's all. okay I know it's been like 5 to 6 days since I went to the beach but I really have to get all of the things that happened at the beach off my chest. okay well the first day we went to the pool and we were all doing ( Read more... )

Here is a song I wrote a while back for a girl I really liked and no it's not Ilea ( Read more... )

Well Today is going alot better I mean yesterday I called Ilea to say goodnight and I didn't feel any pain. I think everything will be alright. I just have to not see her for a while and then things will be back to normal. So what is everybody gonna do on Friday because I'm confused??? I don't know what we are gonna do because I know Spanish Eyes ( Read more... )

Well Yesterday was an interesting Day I mean I woke up at around 6:30 am (actually I woke up at 2:00am) I couldn't sleep, I feel bad but at the same time I feel more relaxed. Well anyway I went biking with Lovesredwine and mowed the lawn and then I went to see my Dad. Well I got home and Ilea wanted to go to the movies so we went. It was the worst ( Read more... )

Well Yesterday I took the advice of Baby Blue Eyes and Now we are broken up and I have to admit I feel a little bit happier but now instead of feeling miserable I feel sad because I really did love her alot! It's okay though. I mean I only lost a girlfriend not my Best Friend, because she said that we could still be Best Friends like we were before ( Read more... )

Well I have just discovered an answer to a question that I have asked "What Do Women Want???" I never understood the fact that maybe what they want is something that no man will ever have in there life. You see every man that is true in their feelings and is true to their heart always ends up gettin crushed!!! Like take me for example...I have done ( Read more... )

Yeah anywayz guess what I think me and My Gf are having some "problemas." I am getting so tired of her always ignoring me so I figured that I just wont bother her any more and just see what happens. Something tells me it wont last that long and I hate the fact that I am going to ride this all the way down!!!! well I gotta go see ya

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