I know I haven't written in here for ages, but tonight I felt like it, although I don't know why because no one reads this. Maybe I just need to get it out and put it in the universe. Tonight I went to his house. Tonight I held his brother in my arms. Tonight I bathed his brother, and cared for him, and loved him like he was my own. Tonight I ( Read more... )

I do swear that I'll aways be there ( Read more... )

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore, once again I can feel my world tumbling down all around me, and once again I see the pattern. This always happens to me in a cycle. Things go great for a while before everything falls apart. I feel great about myself and my life and what I have, I feel like things are finally going to be different this time, but ( Read more... )

I can feel the life being sucked out of me. I can feel everything around me start to spiral, it's swirling so fast that nothing is clear anymore. I can see the big dark cave approaching me once again. I can feel it's cold, hard, heartless walls closing in on me. I don't want to go back there again. That cave scares me now, now that I've been ( Read more... )

When we feel that we have nothing left to give ( Read more... )

May those who love us, love us;
and those who don't love us,
may God turn their hearts;
and if He doesn't turn their hearts,
may he turn their ankles
so we'll know them by their limping.

An empty house a broken fairy tale ( Read more... )

I Wish

It's not easy saying this to you
It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do
But boy before you go
I want you to know

I wish you strength
When times are hard
Oh I wish with all my heart you find just what
you're looking for
I wish you joy
I wish you peace
And that every star you see's within your reach
And I wish you still loved me ( Read more... )

He can't remember the times that he thought ( Read more... )