( Dave )

Tell me I was stupid to have ever loved you ( Read more... )

I've woken up twice today, and didn't want to either time. I'm exhausted, and the idea of my own death sounds awesome ( Read more... )

So - I'd been holding onto all this crap - 5 years worth of awful writing - none of it happy - all of it sad or angry and it had been piling up in my room between 7 or 8 notebooks and journals. It gave me something awful to stare through whenever I was feeling badly so I could really wallow in self pity. I burned it - all of it - every last piece ( Read more... )

Ah Tuesday! I love Tuesdays and hate them at the same time - my work "week" is over - 30 hours in 2 days isn't the easiest thing to do but the 5 days off is worth it. Tuesday I'm tired, but still optimistic about having the next few days free to do whatever I want ( Read more... )

I finally got enough sleep for the first time this week! Of course, I won't tonight - I'll stay up until midnight like always despite the fact I wake up at 4 am on Sundays and Mondays - I just can't stand to feel like I'm wasting too much of my day with something as trivial as sleep ( Read more... )

Ever wonder if there's something really wierd about you? Sometimes I wonder if I'm autistic or something, I do bizarre stuff and have my whole life. Like this creepy rock back and forth I do when I listen to music, it relaxes me and I've done it since I was a little kid but wow... try explaining that to somebody who's thinking on actually ( Read more... )