Im tired of trying to do it all. Timoths check wasnt what we were hoping for this week and even though we hadnt touched the debit card our aaccount mysteriously went in the negs. God I can't take it!!! Thank god timoth got the new phone plan, it is 15 extra dollars a month but at least we are avoiding the 53 dollar long distance bill we have had to ( Read more... )

The house is a mess again and I never did get my room in order. I can't seem to keep it all in order. I focus on one area of my life and the others fall apart. I got the house cleaned and decorated for christmas, with help, and I turn my back to take care of other things and it somehow exploded into a huge wreck. A friend of mine went off the ( Read more... )

I get to participate in a L.A.R.P. It is awesome.We are having about 20 people here for a huge feast and a day of gaming, all here gamers and all of us are hungry.We are the perfect group. After L.A.R.P is over Mer is gonna run her Anita Blake game....much later I am sure. So much going on and so much to do. After Thanksgiving shopping was horrible ( Read more... )

Well found out today me and tony have to be back in Charlotte for The Ultimate Gift Movie to do a hospital scene. My agent said Lisa was bragging on me which made me feel good. I have to go Sunday for a photo thing and a nightclub Scene. And there are random people who have emailed me about other oppourtunities and I am waiting to hear from them. ( Read more... )

It isn't a bloodclot in his lungs. Mom called last night and said they let him go home. He does have CHF but other than that the tests came back clear and he didn't have a bloodclot. So we are not going to Virgina now. Unless that is a scheme to ditch me. I don't know. Anyway I just thought I would update.

Alot of stuff going on. Me, Tony and Mer completed our aacting class today with Lisa Pontaine and let me tell you, the woman is awesome. She is a bigtime Hollywood Casting Director and coach and we are now on good enough terms that we exchanged emails. She is soo cool and down to earth!!! She was really impressed with all of us and said she knows ( Read more... )

My grandaddy has been put in the hospital. He was diagnosed with Congestive Heart Failure and now they have found a blood clot in his lungs. He is dying. Im going to Virgina Tuesday and plan to be back Friday unless something happens. I didn't think it would bother me that much but I was wrong. I guess I thought more of him than I knew. Im really ( Read more... )

Congrats to kimmi and Jake on their engagement.

I feel like crap. It started with an ear infection in both my ears and now my throat is swollen, I have a bad headache, Ive been running a fever off and on and I have felt extreme shifts in being hot and cold. So whine about it. Well thats what Im working on now...lol. I have lost alot of weight. About 2 months ago I was in size 24 pants. Now I am ( Read more... )

I am soooo sick of all the pessimistic, narrowminded, opinionated people. Really sick of it. If I hear one more negative based comment about how this acting thing isn't going to go anywhere big I am going to come out clawing. How dare you tell me that I won't go anywhere with this? How dare you try to rain on my parade? Do you not understand that ( Read more... )