I really have read alot of books for school, and few for pleasure ( Read more... )

I am 99% sure that I have a sinus infection.  I have the mucus and the pain in the face.  My teeth hurt so much that I can not chew without pain, and looking down is not happening!  So I have to go to the doctor's soon, and I hate that because I have to miss work and then go on antibiotics, which again I hate taking medication! grr grumble

So I am not as strong as I thought I was. I, like always, place too much of myself in with another, so I can only ever be hurt when their views do not match mine. I want to make my mind a tabula rasa of sorts. Wipe clean that person who clings and depends and reveal a stronger girl. I seriously doubt I have a side that can feel alone and be ok ( Read more... )

So now I have moved out of Louisiana. I have a new life to start, new job, new friends to make. I hope I can get what I want out of this new life. The past is over, I have moved on, literaly.

Adios~

1. Your Middle Name ( Read more... )

So life is crazy. I met a guy at work who seems so great. He is smart and so sweet. I try not to rush, but it is hard not to give in to my feelings. I hope it all works out in the end. I've had the sweet guy who seems so awsome that I almost married him, but I was too boring and unhappy for him. And I tried the guy who said he would be sweet ( Read more... )

Life moves on, new opportunities are arising, say Yay to life!

P.S. I am a bit happy too...

So since I am no longer getting mariied in July, I have to replan my future, but I think I end up coming out ahead in this future. Oh the future looks so shiny and bright, I would never have thought it could be without him, but it is!

I hate being engaged

Amazing how everybody thinks others are judging their every move and it matters. At the end of the day 90% of the people will forget who you are and what you did. The few that remember will have their opions, but they dont mean anything ten or even a year from now. Trust me no matter what you do , thier problems are worse to them, than anything ( Read more... )