sometimes it's worth the risk.  hope still lives?  don't leave.  patience.

things are never as simple as they appear.  yet things are not as complicated as people make them out to be.  the truth may be convenient or inconvenient depending on how much we are willing to change. 

and not doing much of anything.  job's going decently.  we're going to start getting extremely busy the next couple of weeks as a couple of crunchtime deadlines are coming up.  we're going to be a putting product on the market supposedly march 1, but we've still got about 9 or so things to grow.  and each batch takes about 4 days to finish. (each ( Read more... )

for those that didn't know, i lost my job at seracare early july.  july 3rd was my last day.  they had to let me and another temp employee go to try to get under-budget.  not only that there was literally no work on any of the contracts.  so i've just spent the last 3 weeks or so trying to secure another position.  pretty soon i would have had to ( Read more... )

 notes to self:
-eat something before drinking
-alcohol is not like water, big swigs are unadvisable
-1/2 liter in 40 minutes is also unadvisable

 so yeah, crazy dream last night.  crazy, vivid and realistic.  from both third and first person ( Read more... )

2007 in review ( Read more... )

direct deposit = good but stressful.  always a good idea to be certain when you get paid.

reads, i just looked at account info and am now much relieved.  i can get gas, and other essentials.

growing up does not mean:
being serious all of the time.
not having any fun.
an end to learning.

growing up is 
knowing when to relax,
when to have fun,
when to be serious, 
when to admit mistakes and correct them

growing up is evolution

well after 5 months, 5 interviews with staffing firms and 4 interviews with companies i finally have managed to land a job. seracare life sciences in frederick off of monocacy blvd. i start next wednesday. hooray for finally having something to do aside from movies.