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Denying the fact that I am tired
I am doing good...
Much better than the week before. I took the song from MLP Very minty Christmas and put together a lead guitar to it. I am also working on another song that seems to stump me in a matter of minutes when I try to put chords to it. Much less put lyrics to it. As they say try and try again until you are physically in able to any ( Read more... ) -
I found hope
I found this to help in the strangest way. I was watching a movie on YouTube about MLP a very minty Christmas. It was like God was showing me it was alright to like ponies and at the same time he forgives me for writing an erotic piece with Pinkie pie in it. I am so disgusted at myself for writing it and even considering posting it to get my ( Read more... ) -
Dangerous cycles "Ediction"
I am going where I go between reading erotica and then telling myself I am done with it and back again. I know for what it is I will be a hypocrite if Spyro forums find out. My attack strategy now is to write a clean story with Spyro and Cynder in it. The love will be intense but I am going to pray that I will have no sex scenes.
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Guitar practice
Yesterday I was tired so you know how that goes. Guitar practice was not bad but I could not think strait so I picked a riff that sounded good and not necessarily what I wanted. No big, but He want me to practice it enough to play it with him to sound like the bigger band. So there is a little pressure.
I won’t complain...he he much....
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Well its new years day.
I wish I posted a little earlier but the new years moment came and past as I was making my first atempt at baking a cake. Well It did not cook too well. Some how a round glass boll is not a cake pan. It was a glass boll for other things aparrently. The middle of it was not cooked. I good at making cookies but not cakes. Not yet but I will be.
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Crazy internet
Well internet is back for what seems like a month. May as well be a month. I hope Razz is feeling better. Left her a message a while back but never heard anything but I suspect it has to do with her back pain. Its terrible that a fabulous artist should forgo that. Christmas was good I made a gingerbread house from scratch. Got a recipe from ( Read more... ) -
Better day
My mother is feeling better and I am slowly gaining he trust back. My mother is the last person in the world to hold a grudge. Well here is something funny My art is of ponies but I am getting good at dragons to and once I bring them both to a science I will say hello to Razz again. I Got a book on fantasy creatures but sadly I have not seen it in ( Read more... ) -
Day after
Listening to Pillar brings me hope for the better. Bring me down is the name of the song that I am listening to now. Some songs I play over and over because of the words and I want to know what they mean. This reminds me that I would be a good writer not because of the fact that it has to do with there writing but because of the use of words.
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Bad day
Well I don’t want to go into too much detail. basically my father told me some pretty mean things about my hair. He said it was a joke after words but what freaked out my mother was that it got into a huge shout match. "Indian hair," I told him to not say another word and it escalated from there.
Here something ironic though Razzek seems to be ( Read more... )
