It seems like today is an off day. Picked up a car yesterday that was seemingly going to be a very easy fix, and find out today that its junk. Its a good looking car, but its just not worth the money. so now its going to get parted out for my girlfriend since its her old car ( Read more... )

Here is a joke my girlfriend sent to me via email ( Read more... )

ummm...yeah... I was going to post on here last night, but by the time i got around to it I had a splitting headache and my thoughts weren't organized ( Read more... )

i went though my contact list on my phone...i realized i only have three guys' numbers that aren't related to me. and for females that aren't related to me, only two people are people that haven't flirted with me...WTF...i am fucked up ( Read more... )

I finally was able to sit down with my sister and tell her how i really felt...not how i wanted it to go completely...i mainly told her how i felt about myself and that i appreciate what she's done for me and thanked her for it and apologized for being an asshole to her. it felt good and i'm sure its not going to be the only conversation ( Read more... )

I have found myself sitting here crying really hard and squeezing her blanket. I fear that she will give up on me or already has given up on me. She's not really talking to me. I don't blame her. I really did fuck up. I deserve to live in misery for what i've done to her and how i have treated her ( Read more... )

Yet again it has been a long time on here, but i am not here for what i used to be here for. Who i have been is not a good person and its not right. Even reading my own entries on here i am sick to my stomach about myself. So whatever my old entries say...what the fuck ever...I need to change...and this is the first small step...documenting ( Read more... )

hey crystalline...i can't post in your lj still so i'm leaving this for you...i've got a myspace now...email me at my email and i'll tell ya bout everything.

YES I DISAPPEARED...NO IT WAS NOT INTENTIONAL...BUT IT ALL WORKED OUT ( Read more... )

okay so my last entry flew a little ( Read more... )