The 2006 version of I WILL SURVIVE ( Read more... )

Ok I feel better, I recently got a text that made me feel more at ease but I am still trying to be carefull to not get hurt...lets see how that goes. I recently got off the phone with my mother and she says that my father has diabetes :( god I hope he gets better. I have my fathers health; high blood pressure, eat too much sugar.....they fear ( Read more... )

I have not smoked in 4 days....but the mood I am in right now, i really want one, but I will not do it. I hope my friends supposed man just tells her how he feels, and if he is using her for sex, to just stop and let her go if he doesnt want her. N my issue, even though they say things like "I want to know you" "I want to take it slow" no matter ( Read more... )

Dear God!!!! My credit card bill is terrible!!! but what do I expect when I charged almost everything, especially the bar :(. 5,850 that will take a while to pay off and interest is a killer. I have not used my card in a while too....I also need to pay my parents over 2000 as well. Man I am in debt for eternity. This sux!

Dear lord I have never chugged that much Geuness. After slamen one I had another LOL. I went in with 100 then I only had 10 afterwards. It was fun!!! The guys played well, per usual....The bar tender kept on given us free shots. I am surprise I was still sane. I really did not want to get out of bed this morning LOL, but I did not have a bad ( Read more... )

It is the new year. It started out pretty good, spent time with friends and two new guys. We had spent almost every other day with them after new year, except this week. The guy that seemed interested in me texted me to go over, but my car wont make it. He offered once to get me but had to cancel cause he needed to work late, understandable. ( Read more... )

Even the strongest person in the world sooner or later needs or wants to depend on another, someone to talk to, to hang out with....it might feel weak and you might hate it but it is human. Life would be perfect if we did not feel lost or abandon, or haven our heart torn out of our chests, shitty thing is life is not perfect and never will be. ( Read more... )

I do care about you! I wanted to still be your friend. I do want to still be there for you and I do not want you to be alone. I do not want to let you go, but You can't and won't ever forgive me for anything that has happened and that stops us from going on. You were laughing in the background when Trina called, and that made me think right there ( Read more... )