hey everyone! guess what!? i got my tounge re-peirced on tuesday! Allen took me to get my paycheck and then we went to guitar center for a bit, and after that he took me to excallibur to get my tounge re-pierced...it was a busy day...yesterday we just hung out here for a bit, went to home depot and gamestop, he reserved a copy of Guitar Hero II, ( Read more... )

well, lets see...things have been Great with Me and Allen! i can tell that he is much happier with me and im much happier with him... :) i hope we stay together for a long time ( Read more... )

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well...things with me and Allen are better...but ya know what, im just going to give up...if he wants to go ahead and break my heart again then i dont care...i dont care anymore...im done trying to make things work...he has to try to make it work..not me. and I dunno what to do anymore, so its come down to this now...o well...

God Fuckin Damnit!!! Now im Uber Pissed! Allen deleted my fucking comment on his myspace page...and now that Fucking Christina Bitch is on his top friends!!! what the Fuck!!! im extreamly pissed off and upset right now, this is bullshit! Im not even on his top friends and im his fucking GIRLFRIEND!!! i dont want to lose him...its not fair, i love ( Read more... )

Oh and when he goes back to Indiana in October, i want to go with him, i already asked him and he said maybe...im gonna go there to keep an eye on him and that christina bitch...he said hes going down there for a concert...so i wanna go...i wanna see who this bitch is and tell her to back the fuck off...

*sigh* That Christina bitch better stop talkin to allen...its pissing me off bigtime! she better back the fuck off! im not losing him to anyone, it took me too damn long to get him back and im not gonna risk anything! Hes mine! All mine Damnit! hes hiding something from me...i know it...i just have the feeling and im usually right with this kind of ( Read more... )

*sigh* I had such a wonderful night last night...Allen was over and i cooked dinner(it was a candle lit dinner :D)and then we cuddled and watched a movie :)finally getting to sleep at 4am...it was such a perfect night...i was so happy...i didnt want the night to end. We fell asleep at 4am...i really hope that me and Allen stay together...i feel ( Read more... )

so yeah i got the scoop on who that girl was...i feel like a dumbass and a jelious bitch too lol...it turns out she is his friends cousin...and they arent going to start anything...one because he just wants to be friends with her and two...me and Allen are going out again, starting today! :D im so happy, tho, he still dont share the same feelings ( Read more... )

hey everyone...havent updated in a while, well lets see...Allen went to Indiana for three days for vacation, and i was gonna go but they were gonna stay at his friends parents house and they wouldnt like the fact that they had a girl goin with them lol...anyways he got back yesterday and i was so happy to see him, i missed him, and he said he ( Read more... )