Well, things with Allen have been improving...personally, i think we are getting closer now because i havent broken any of our promises and i havent lied to him...I hope things work out...hes been alot happier lately and more playful with me ( Read more... )

damnit! i wish he would treat me better! im sick and tired of being treated badly! he needs to fuckin grow up and start acting more like an adult! and stop drinking so much too...i luv him, but hes tearing me apart...im both upset and mad at the same time...im surprised im not sick yet with all that has been going on lately...untill he can fuckin ( Read more... )

Hey everyone...well....im having a really bad day...Allen found out that i did something that i promised that i would never do again...hes very disappointed in me, and now my chances of getting back with him are slim...i totally fucked up...im so mad at myself, i hope he has it in his heart to forgive me...i dont want him mad at me...i dunno what ( Read more... )

hey everyone, its been a while since i last updated...nothing has really changed...although, i think that allen and i might be getting back together...i asked him if he still has feelings for me, and he said yes...then i asked him what kind of feelings he has for me..he said they are Romantic!!! i was like omg...so i asked him if i could have ( Read more... )

hey everyone...well, in case everyone dosent know, me and Allen broke up...it hurts so much, so i just need to be around all my friends to cheer me up, and quite honestly im so sorry if ive been such a downer recently, i dont mean to be but i hope u guys understand how i feel. i just need some time to recoperate and whatnot...so give me a call ( Read more... )

...fucking drama ( Read more... )

Hey everyone! its been a while since i last updated...everything is going alright for me now, eventhough im still single -_- the school year is almost over!!! i cant wait to graduate! i hope i do lol...anywayZ, i cant wait till friday, its senior skip day! woo lol, and im gonna be busy this weekend...and possibly next weekend too ( Read more... )

man...I just wish that the drama would stop following me ( Read more... )

hey everyone! what up! its been a while since i last updated, srry...well guess what! i got my hair cut! its all chopped off, and i dont care what everyone else thinks, i think it looks fuckin awsome! i love it! :P anyways, my spring break was alright for most of it...but there was some fuckin drama! i was cought in the middle of things, like ( Read more... )

Hey people! what up? oh oh guess what! i got my tounge pierced yesterday! its sooo awsome, it didnt hurt all that much, the clamp hurt the most...it basically felt like a bee sting! thats it, and im surprised that i can talk lol. my tounge is kinda swollen right now lol, it will take 2 weeks to heal, then i can buy a new ring for it^^ anywayZ thats ( Read more... )