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it isnt a sadness , or pain its bliss . I'm getting everything i need and i'm providing it for myself . mike has tempted my nonsoberity and successed , last night i drank and i am ashamed of that weak moment , I am strong enough to face my problems and not hide from them in a bottle . So much has changed about me > I am finding joy in my simple ( Read more... ) -
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from miles away i morn for you . i cannot stop my mind from remembering . no bottle will the answers sprout from , no coke , no needles, no pills ...just an emptyness i cannot fill . In morning you are on my mind , at work i cannot focus clearly , at night i lay awake for hours . I cannot dream as i ounce did because i dream of you in ways i cannot ( Read more... ) -
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its samhain , may the moon bring your magical being to life and allow you and the spirits to live as one . its magic ,spells (and the candy isnt bad either ) all in one night . i just got back from work . gotta go set up my alter so at midnight i can have a truely magical night ! happy samhain one and all ! BE SAFE AND CAREFUL WITH ALL YOUR ACTIONS -
I'M SORRY MY LOVE
I'm so sorry . I vowed to you undieing love and cut you to the quick . I never ment to do you harm my darkness gained control over all i was and now i am felt alone . I watched myself but couldnt see a way to stop myself . the unexplainible embalance that grabbed control must have made me hurt all those i love , but now that i have taken control of ( Read more... ) -
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the only sound i have is a tear hitting the floor ( Read more... ) -
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i cut because i need control .i watch and tears form in my eyes and i know i'm still breathing .these photos of you should be burned but the feeling i have keep them here in the frame.six times on thursday and no one but me will ever know why . i'm scared and nows the only time i can take control ...i am everything i wanted to fight against when i ( Read more... ) -
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hey honeys . kickin on the west side with my g's (jk) . josh is meeting my bio.mom and her hubby plus the 1/2 sis. for the first time today and nerves are on the edge . hope they love him as much as i do lol . todays gonna be weird but its all good . there feeding me (ew) but at least i can control everything between them with food . its all good ( Read more... ) -
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hey babys i'm headed out with josh and his family for the weekend