Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?" -Marianne Williamson-

Once again I'm not sure I'm awake. It's like she is still off exploring those medows and running through those buildings without me. A place that is so similar yet so different from the one I now call home. How is it that I awake and don't know where I am?

Sleep little dragon, sleep. I shall walk through today as if in a dreamscape. A world of my own as hazy as all those I awaken from and try to remember. Nothing here is real. Nothing matters. I will awaken and it will all fade. But how do I awaken from a dream that is not a dream? Little dragon, oh little dragon, why do you dream of things that ( Read more... )

Sakura con was a blast! Did ushering again. Saw amazing costumes. Saw scary people. Danced, hung out and had lots of fun ( Read more... )

House hunting. Going to view three places tonight. Hopefully one will be cool. If not, le sigh, more looking. Either way. I still have to pack. Help?

Ya know, I was never really in favor of the olympics, but I sure did enjoy seeing them. Was downtown for the gold medal hockey game yesterday. Holy fuck! There will never be a crowd like that downtown vancouver again. Ever. It was amazing! Wish I could've stayed for the party after. Glad people had fun in our little city. Also wish I could sleep. ( Read more... )

Le sigh. Home. Feeling unwell and lonely. I need to get out and see people this weekend. No more staying home not doing anything. Can't go to Seattle so should see my Vancouver friends. So please, someone let me know whats going on. This lonely little dragon needs to get out.

Rawr! And not the happy kind. Feeling sick. Thought yesterday was just not enough sleep. Was feeling lethargic and weak. Drank an energy drink. Was ok. Slept for 9 hours. Woke up feeling worse. Pounding head. Stuffed up nose. Throat starting to get sore. Lethargic and weak. Fuck you body. Not cool. Guess it'll be a hot bath in the morning when I'm ( Read more... )

Almost forgot, my words are:

butterfly, sweet, jay, drunk, tears, fuck

Fucking shit I suck at this keeping track of things game. Another weekend. Another week. Bounce again was fucking awesome! There is even video of how awesome things got! Wishing I got to spend more time with Ian, but he'll be up here in a month and I can keep him all to myself then. Anyhow life is awesome! Boss gave me a ride home this morning, so ( Read more... )