I looked out over the bridge last night, towards downtown. So high up. I thought about flying. About stepping up on the rail and leaping off. I could fly, ya know. I just have to try. I just have to believe. I can see my wings. I can feel the wind glide past them. I see myself soaring up above everything. The world is spiraling away beneath me ( Read more... )

Every year the temple pulls me towards it early in the week. This year perhaps more so than any other year. I got in early on Sunday and had the pleasure of getting to see the temple open around midnight. It was a wonder to behold in it's pristine glory! Not a single word written on it! They really outdid themselves! We wandered around, went up and ( Read more... )

"Fairy tales do not tell children the dragons exist. Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed." ~ G. K. Chesterton

I'm pretty sure I'm not getting what is intended out of this quote. It makes me sad.

My magic happened on the drive home today. I saw the sun shining down fro, a small patch in the clouds. The clouds looked like a halo of spectral wonder. I'm not sure how else to describe it, but the beauty was breath taking and gave me a sense of peace and calm ( Read more... )

Was thinking today that I never write about anything in my journal anymore. Figured it was time to change that. Is kinda nice to have a record of what goes on day to day. Or at least something. So I wanted to write about one magical moment that I have every day ( Read more... )

Just say it's all right. The sun will rise again.
I'll be your calm. The storm has passed my friend.
Out where it seems the darkness never ends.
I am on your side.
I will reach up high just like a rainbow.
All my colours burning bright, shining for you.
And I will sail across the waters.
From the shadows I'll be watching over you.

Stuck at home today due to some mind numbing cramps. Feels like someone is trying to chew my leg off. Not happy about this at all. I made an appointment to see my lady doctor. So tuesday I go see her. Meh. Am really hoping it isn't the iud, but kinda think that's the case ( Read more... )

I have been pretty lost lately. All I can think of is Burning Man. The only place I wanna be is Black Rock City. All I wanna do is go run around on the playa. I swear every year it is harder and harder to return to the default world. I don't wanna come back. This isn't my place ( Read more... )

It's been forever but I guess I just never feel like I have anything to write anymore. Not that my life is boring but just normal I guess. The biggest thing right now is burningman. We leave in 11 days. It's so close i can taste it! Bringing both Lisa and Emily who've never been before. Love introducing people to the Playa. There is no place like

I looked out over the bridge last night, towards downtown. So high up. I thought about flying. About stepping up on the rail and leaping off. I could fly, ya know. I just have to try. I just have to believe. I can see my wings. I can feel the wind glide past them. I see myself soaring up above everything. The world is spiraling away beneath me ( Read more... )