well it is really weird to say the least to be back here on lj i have been away for maybe 4 years, lol im getting old and looking back on these posts made me laugh and tear up at the same time. anyway i will hopefully be back before another 4 years, get my writers veiw back and all...i really gotta clean this thing up anyway there is a lot of site ( Read more... )

yesterday was kool. i had a very good day at school and not a crapy one. after school i spent the rest of the day with jessie, her and my family went out to banana docks for dinner, it was good and very fun. loved the jazzed up music and love hangin with my family and they like jessie, she fit right in. i hope saturday will be even beter and im out ( Read more... )

long tim eno see humanoids!! just thought i'd update one last time as a 17 year old. tomorow be my birthday, my 18th b-day!!! yay! finaly. and things r going very well with me and jessie, things r looking up, but there is a dark side of course. us being apart. yeah, i know i use to laugh at peopel when they spoke of love and being together verses ( Read more... )

it turns out, its still here so while i have reentred the relm of the livejournal let me update on the more recent event...meaing all i can remeber, lol ( Read more... )

my scedual goes like this yo ( Read more... )

well, i got past wed (the funural) with minimal crying and lots of remeberence and family laughing afterwords, i feel a lot better, so in loving memory of my grandmother i bid farwell ( Read more... )

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian ( Read more... )

have u ever really wondered or thought about being alone. i mean really alone to the point of physically needing contact with another person. i caught myself feeling this earlier. thinking about what itd be like if i didn't have to come home every night to be alone. whatd it be like to know someone is actually thinking about u, knowing exactly when ( Read more... )

Wish I Had An AngelI wish I had an angel ( Read more... )

hey humanoids long time no hear from right?! well let me tell u, i have been working my ass off and trust me thats a lot of ass, lol im getting toned...almost, lol my free food is killing that idea lmao. anyway, all ive really been doing is working, sleeping, and hanging out at school. im getting really close to my ppls yay for that. we hung out ( Read more... )