Wow. I woke up EARLY yesterday morning to go pick up Peter from a christian camp off at manitou springs; a long drive on the highway. I've been researching about what kind of car I want to get, and things to consider. Long story short, I became a bit afraid to drive from what I read. Long story long, I read about driving a manual transmission, saw ( Read more... )

I made a list of things to do, and decided to finally leave my window to the internet. I'll glance into it now and then, like I am now or when it's necessary like working for Planeshift, but otherwise, real life is my new playground. I spent most of yesterday building bikes that had been disassembled during the move. It was greasy and a little ( Read more... )

Confusion. My brain is so so scrambled, it's no wonder I lose thoughts, can only focus on one thing at a time, and feel a numbing sensation in my head from time to time. Whenever I figure something out, another thing comes a long and...well it makes my day :\. I believe I'm stuck in a hard place. I'm trapped with the need to grow up and the desire ( Read more... )

Jamie had me listen to a song today (She didn't make me, you know what I mean.) It's called Gloomy Sunday by Billie Holiday. I looked it up on imeem.com because it's the most lossless form of music compression I've ever heard. The song was old, soft, and sweet..with a sting of sensation within the lyrics. I listened to it three times throughout the ( Read more... )

My face itches. Damn acne is trying to sneak attack me. Noooooo ( Read more... )

Before, I cared too much about others. Now I care too much about myself. Now being all the way up until Monday of this week. This summer hasn't been relaxing at all. The most relaxing moments I remember are falling asleep next to Jamie and embracing my mother and sister when they returned from hawaii. Take a chill pill? yes please, I could use five ( Read more... )

I've been reading a book called Black that my friend let me borrow. It's an awesome read, full of dreams and imagination, just like me. Even the main character's name is Thomas, imagine that haha. Just recently I was reading the book while waiting for Peter and an animation to complete the rendering phase. The people in this village created by ( Read more... )

I thought I could run away from my depression.

instead I left close friends and my love in the dust.

Wrong Way, dumbass.

My understanding of truth and truth to other people seems to differ greatly.

Truth -noun, plural truths
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