my birthday is saturday. i don't know if i'm going to the emerson or not, but i guess we'll see. i don't want to be seventeen.

long time no see. all i have to say is cody is a god, and marijuana has become one of my best friends recently. i miss some of you crackers that i no longer talk to. most of you don't even like me anymore, i'm sure. whatever. still. my mood will not die and i own all. that's all there is to it.

After doing a lot of thinking and trying to figure out how to get my life back on track without focusing on all the bad things going on in life, I've finally figured out some things that it will take to turn me back into the person that I used to be: the carefree, happy, outspoken mother fucker. I don't want to be involved in all of this high ( Read more... )

"there's just something about
us.. we have something special,
and..i love you, bobbi.."

i'm not sure whether or not i should go ( Read more... )

hold on love ( Read more... )

youth group was horrible. that's all there is to it. jonathan is 'dating' some mandy chick. she said so. luke said so. but he denies it. he says they're 'just friends.' ha. i wish i could believe him. i really, really do. it's just so hard given everything that's going on these days. we talked at the end, after i went off on him in my mind, but was ( Read more... )

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spent the day at the mall yesterday. got a ticket from some undercover cop fucker. that's why we don't smoke at the mall, right? wrong. i planned on going right around to the other entrance. but guess what. i couldn't. why? he took my fucking cigarettes ( Read more... )

trish and i cut out of school before last block ( Read more... )

me: did you just call me a rhino testicle ( Read more... )