Somebody tell me what's WRONG with me!

God Himself knows that I can be one of the stupidest people on the face of the whole bloody planet, but even I never thought that I could drop this low. Zach and I had a number of very serious conversations today, the most recent one being about love. *sigh followed by deep breath* I told him that I thought Josh was in love with love, the idea ( Read more... )

I ended up talking with Josh this morning before school started. I do have to say that I was definitely expecting to end up crying or screaming this morning. To tell the truth, there were tears. But they weren't mine. Josh cried on my shoulder, repeating "I'm sorry" over and over again. He said that he is glad I'm happy in my new relationship ( Read more... )

All right, if I don't say this to somebody, I think it's liable to drive me completely insane. Tonight Zach and I hung out again, just the two of us, for only the second time since we've been together. God, it was great. We hung out at his house a bit (to eat pizza), my house a bit (to watch a couple movies), at the lake a bit ... and we ended ( Read more... )

All right, so it's not technically a weekend alone, per say. It's a weekend with only me and Zachary. *sigh* Just what I've been looking forward to for a while. Josh is avoiding us because he's tired of seeing us together, and while that does kinda suck when I want a hug or to say hi or whatever, it's fine by me. I love spending time with Zach ( Read more... )

Why is it always college when we finally start to figure out that we have no life? I go to school, I come home, I do homework, I hang out with my boyfriend, I come home, I go to bed, I get up only to repeat the session again. Damn ... during High School, at least there are extracurricular activities and friends and no bloody exams that you have ( Read more... )

It's rather hard to believe that I can be this bloody bored on a Sunday morning.  Zachary's supposed to get ungrounded around 2:00 this afternoon, but I can't even guarantee that my mom will let me hang out with him.  She seems to really dislike him.  eh ... I'm going to anyway.  *grin*  I've missed him a lot this past week.  Now we finally get to ( Read more... )

It seems that, as usual, I was stupid enough to let my mouth run away with me again.  Or, in this case, my fingers did all the talking.  IMing, that is.  I always manage to somehow get myself into trouble and therefore punished in one way or another.  When will I ever learn when to just "shut up" like everyone is always telling me?  Sometimes I ( Read more... )

Don't you think that some men know how to be a little too sweet? Yeah, I thought that once, too. But, surprisingly enough, there actually are men out there who do sweet things not because they're trying to get something, but because they genuinely care. Who'd've thought it?  This is something to prove it ... I suppose.  Anyway, this is what Zach ( Read more... )

I'm actually quite bored tonight.  I've decided to not bother updating all the stuff that's happened in my life in the past couple months.  I've pretty much gathered that it would take too much time and effort for me to first remember everything in it's chronological order and to then type it all out for everyone to read.  So, I figured that I'd ( Read more... )