Hey, everybody.  I just created a new community a few days ago, and I'm hoping that some of my friends are willing to join it!  It's called help_when_you_can.  You can access it from my info. page.  Please join!  You must know that communities don't work too well if there's no one around to join them!  *smile*  Thanks everybody!

I'm not sure what to do right now. My life seems to be swirling around in circles on it's way down some miserably long, dirty, rusted, old drain. I get mad at everyone for no reason, I cry for little reason, and I have panic attacks because I'm so stressed out about everything else! I'm clueless on what to do. My anti-depressant, which is also ( Read more... )

Not so sure what I'm here to write about exactly. I guess I'll come up with something to say eventually, especially if I continue to write without pausing ( Read more... )

So I've been in a rather horrible mood as of late. I suppose it's because I've been cooped up in this damn house for like a week; I haven't been able to go anywhere because there doesn't seem to be anywhere to go. Josh calls me a worthless, horrible person, and a bad decision. He wants all of his stuff back (go figure), and even went so far as ( Read more... )

Well, I've got an update on the kid that the police found. So far, all I've heard is his name and where they found him. I won't give out his name for obvious reasons, but I've heard that he was about 17, and he was found in a ravine (basically a deep ditch) somewhere near the High School. I know a more exact location, but I'll keep that from ( Read more... )

I just got home from running to the High School to pick up Zachary. Apparently everybody's talking about a body of an 18-21 year-old being found somewhere on Sycamore, which is a block away from the High School. Zach was panicking when I went to get him; I dropped him off at home so he could calm down. I called my mom and told her about all the ( Read more... )

I can't believe it, but Zachary actually shed a tear or two tonight ... because he loves me so much. I really can't believe how much I've come to love him in so short a time. It's been just a day over a month and I already feel as though I cannot live without him. It's weird ... what I feel, that is ... it's like I know that I don't actually ( Read more... )

My heart is longing to choose ( Read more... )

This poem wasn't written by me, and I don't have an actual date on it, either. It was written from a male's point-of-view, so don't look at it from mine, okay? I hope you enjoy it. Oh, and if the writer has some problem with it being posted here, just let me know and I'll take it down immediately. Everybody else, let me know if you like his ( Read more... )

Sleep.
She longs for it.
She craves it.
She works dilligently,
Weaving her home.
She crawls within.
She sighs deeply.
She closes her eyes,
And she waits.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
She awakens after days.
She opens her eyes.
She tries to break free;
It opens with a crack.
She spreads her wings,
Taking to the skies.
A bird in flight
Sees her soar.
Sleep.