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today ran a total of 8 miles
feels soo good
I'm sooo tired though.
didn't really eat much today, peice of pizza which is like 360 calories, and cereal soo not that much today. It's wayyy to hott right now. So I feel kinda sick. thinkin about jumpin into the shower -
Bad Day
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Writer's Block: Awesome Openers
I can't feel, I have to fake all my emotions if I showed who I really was. They'd find me for the monster I am. -
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haha
well today I normally don't measure myself or anything body wise
today i found out a few things bout myself
since summer started
I lost 10 pounds not even trying really
I'm 185 now
Just thought it was kinda random
But my fam is up. So i'm happy. idk really whatelse to post -
Writer's Block: Caring
My family
but I'd say my dad
For pretty much saving my life. -
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Long Time No Posts I know
And I'm Sorry
But some of the posts I've read are flat out sick!
I know how it feels to be anorexic and thin as fucking hell and still think you're fat.
but telling fasting for 14 days straight is sick.
and It's somewhat triggering but I think I'm over It now.
And on anouther note.
I read a post today
That made me
very angry
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Crap
I don't know what was going on in my head today but I have a feeling somehow I've triggered myself into anorexic behaviors again. Today I was sitting in class and i crossed my arms and all i could think about was how fat i've gotten. I was sitting next to a friend of mine who's normal shape and I kept comparing myself to him it was really strange ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Nicknames
my nickname is Gravy I've had it since like 7th grade. I got it from my best friend who people called mashed potatoes well his didn't stick but mine did. -
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I was only 16 years old and I was in my first year of Senior High track and Feild. I was around 5'11 160 pounds, I was healthy and a very good runner. I decided I wanted to improve my mile times and I wanted to lose some weight. I decided to cut my calories down 4 hundred a day and tripeled my workouts. Within about a month I'd lost ( Read more... )