Just beyond my smile and my laugh ( Read more... )

So..... My dumbass wound up in the hospital after a really bad night of vodka, tequila tylenol &codene #3's, and zanex. I woke up to find my arm completely numb... I don't remember much from the night before or much of the next day....I just remember being admitted into the hospital. My arm is still numb which sucks really bad but i'm doing my best ( Read more... )

i left my heart beat at the stairs ( Read more... )

I feel like I've just been taken for a ride. I fell in love... I trusted someone with my heart and she handed it back to me in a million different pieces... A few of those pieces got lost along the way. I wish that I could just disappear... This hurts so badly. I think I'm going to move up my enlistment date which means I need to get into shape NOW ( Read more... )

and I miss you love ( Read more... )

Is my golden birthday. 20... on the 20th. and yet all the people closest to me.. have made it clear... that they have no intention of spending this birthday with me. My girlfriend has spent this whole day breaking me down. I feel like I'm less than nothing now. I've heard all my faults... and it's really hard to face everything at once. I hate ( Read more... )

will you still want me on my worst day ( Read more... )

Bleh... I hate this time of year... My birthday time... I always end up crying... Claudia and I hate this big discuss right around her birthday about this... I just want someone to go out of their way with out me coaxing them to do so. I shouldn't have to order and pick up my birthday cake.. I shouldn't have to remind all my friends... and I ( Read more... )

I've had so many stupid fights with my girlfriend it's rediculous. We're both drama queens so it's hard for either of us to let go. I have such trust issues... I wish I could trust easier. She does stupid little things that irritate me... soley because I think they're disrespectful. But at the same time... I need to get over myself.. Like truly. If ( Read more... )

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