Old Diary was deleted, trying to keep this one from being!!

Me: We need to do someting fun, relaxing and free

Lane: We could steal drugs.

Update to my Life ( Read more... )

I webt shopping with Jane yesterday and it was awesome. We found some cool fabric we want and had lots of quality girl time. Later Ty picked me up and we went to java heads and met up with cindy miranda and adam and saw Van Helsing. It was really good.
David comes home wed night
yay
I miss him so much

Okay so heres my week so far, wednesday I went and saw 13 going on 30 with anna and then went back to her house and talked. Then thursday I hung out with Lane and watched newsies with him AND Jeremy, Shawn and kieth. Sarah and mark and some guy were there for a bit. It was alot of fun. Last night I met up with Lane and watched billy madison much to ( Read more... )

only 8 more days. My work called me this morning right before my alarm went off for me to come in. But before I left David called and told me he would call me back later. And he e-mailed me today and I got to talk to him for about 5 minutes. Hes calling me again tomm.I cant wait till hes back. His Daddy called me as well ( Read more... )

and the mornings. Right before I go to bed I miss him most. Not having him there to hold and not being able to say goodnight. And when I wake up he isnt there, and when I grasp my bearings I have to face the fact that He isnt here again. I know hell be back and everything will be returned the way ot was btu at the moment it seems like forever ( Read more... )

So after staying up until like four with david waking up at 6 and him taking me home, I realize I forgot my fish so I went and got him and said goodbye to david again and got in my car started driving and broke down crying. I cried from then until I fell asleep at 8 30. I know its stupid cause its only 11 days but I feel like half of me is missing ( Read more... )

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Damn. Sometimes you feel like hiding in a little hole. Im so confused, This is all I know yet I feel lost in it. Yet I cant turn away from it because to me it would be like turning away from a human I love. The love I have for this beautiful creation of life and truth is like the love I hold for David or Misa or my parents.

Help Me God