Is it just me, or is everyone on the verge of spontaneously combusting?

And the worst part is, I'm being pushed away by some I want to help, while simultaneously I'm pushing away some who should be there for me.

And I don't think that there's an end in sight.

So my new task at my internship is weighing and sieving lake sediments (which Steve was so kind to tell me is mostly rotted dead bugs and plants and fly poo. Yay.). I have to carefully fill a syringe with 5cc of this muddy paste and then weigh it. Except on Monday, I pulled too hard on the syringe and the bottom came out, splattering me and the ( Read more... )

Woo my first drunk post! Except I'm not really drunk. Just that, you know, can't walk straight kinda tipsy. A Smirnoff Ice and 2 shots of rum. P.S. Anyone else tried the new Watermelon Smirnoff Ice? Don't. It tastes good at first, and then you realize that you're drinking a bad imitation of cantelope. Bleh ( Read more... )

Come see it ( Read more... )

You scored as .

Suicide
73%
Posion
73%
Eaten
60%
Natural Causes
47%
Accident
47%
Bomb
40%
Stabbed
40%
Drowning
40%
Gunshot
40%
Disease
33%
Suffocated
33%
Disappear
20%
Cut Throat
13%
How Will You Die??
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Hmmm. I am reminded of one of my brother's t-shirts:

I hate my life.
Everday, I polish my revolver, and shoot my head
like a rockstar.

DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:LowSchizoid Disorder:LowSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:LowBorderline Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Disorder:ModerateNarcissistic Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Disorder:HighDependent Disorder:HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High
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Today I saw the coolest thing! Have any of you read the book "The Lorax" by Dr. Seuss? It's about the overexploitation of natural resources. Anyway, I saw this car that someone had painted with scenes from "The Lorax", you know, all crazy Dr. Seuss characters and colors, and on the hood of the trunk they had painted these lines from the book ( Read more... )

....since I've posted, and a lot has happened. Ben and I had that talk. And it actually went really well. We're not breaking up. But I am asking for a little more space. I need to figure out what it is that I want, and then figure out how to start speaking up in our relationship. Fortunately, Ben is totally supportive of all of this ( Read more... )

I am in a crappy mood, but because I am trying to stop being so fucking negative all the time, this post will only be positive. Besides, it seems like lately my life is just one extended bad mood ( Read more... )

One final left ( Read more... )