So this is like my third entry from the library in about a week. I have become addicted to this place, and I actually do enjoy it. I am looking out the large glass windows they have out to the beautiful scenery. I am amazed how beautiful it actually is. There is a small breeze blowing the water and it is amazing. After I am done typing I may go ( Read more... )

When I see Matt tomorrow I am going to bluntly tell him that I want him to take me to carnival at the mall. Nothing is more romantic than a street side carnival. A Ferris Wheel, Carnies (no, not Carnie Wilson), and cotton candy. Oh...how romantic. I want him to take me...it would just be beautiful ( Read more... )

In order to fully get the purpose of what I want to talk about out and let that be the focus, I have decided not to cram all my ideas into one entry but rather do them all in seperate entries. So here is my first one, entitled disneyland ( Read more... )

I miss Jessica Cole...oh the memories we shared together. Her laugh, her intelligence...oh my, how am I able to survive without her? haha...ok, so I have no idea why I did that ( Read more... )

So I just got done with a lovely dinner with three lovely friends. Those friends being Melissa, Ryan, and Michelle. Talk about good times. We went to Applebee's and had a good meal. That JTT look alike totally wanted my junk, haha. After dinner we went to Best Buy and then to Half Priced Books. Me, Ryan, Michelle, and Matt are going to do a double ( Read more... )

So I am working on a few things for my campaign and let me tell you this is hard work. You have to develop so many ideas and create such a wide platform. It is also hard to realize what issues I am able to address and how far my limits can go. I am doing okay right now...but I see myself doing this the rest of the night, haha ( Read more... )

So my mind is once again full of thoughts...some be good, and some not so good. Been thinking a lot about how me and Matt being together changes a lot of the things i have decided in my life. When we broke up and I started to accept it, I decided that I would go through with my original plan in my life. I was going to move to New York with David ( Read more... )

So here I sit...at school...doing nothing really...except for updating my precious journal. How I adore thee so much. My precious journal of many sorts. How you have grown through the ages and become an instrument of my life. Gay ( Read more... )

Tonight I heard everything that I had ever want to hear come out of his mouth. What I expected to be nothing but a kid who wanted to get off, turned into a happy night in which I walked him to his door and hugged him goodnight ( Read more... )

Three hours to go before I leave. I am so nervous and giddy about tonight. Almost as giddy as the time where I met Matt and we started our relationship. I know I should not be building this up so much, but I cannot help it. It will just be nice to see him despite whatever is said tonight. I am not going to have sex with him...at any costs. I am not ( Read more... )