Ugh...so yestarday was probably one of the most lazy days in my life. I swear to god i did nothing at all the entire day. I watched TV, I snacked, and I lied around everywhere. There wasn't really anything else to do, but be lazy. In fact for the most part it was quite nice...but then again it was nicer when I finally got my act together and went ( Read more... )

yestarday was quite a fun time. I saw a lot of people and talked to a lot of people and it was all really exciting. My day started with showering...yeah, I guess that would be a good thing. Then I met Becki Haggard for lunch. Quite random indeed, but she was home from USC for the week, so I thought it would be nice if I got to see her. We went to ( Read more... )

I am at the library right now, because my sister is an annnoying beehatch about using the computer. I had to get a whole new library card just for probably the one time thst I will actually come here. Then, you have to insert the friggn' card into the computer to use it...and it has this really annoying clock counting down the time you have left on ( Read more... )

So ever since I got home today I have not stop thinking about Matt. We are trying to develop a friendship between the two of us and I like that, but it is hard because I know nothing but a relationship with him. When we first met, it went straight into a relationship...we took no time to get to know one another, now we have a chance to do that. But ( Read more... )

4 girls, 2 guys ( Read more... )

So yestarday had to be one of thel ongest days of my life. Ever. After going to bed at 2am the night before and having to be up at 5:30am I went to work. It was a long day at work. We all shared stories about coming into work with a hangover before. It was funny. Laura made this caffeine drink that she calls the "hang over bye bye drink," and boy ( Read more... )

I am getting over being drunk right now after drinking all of my sorrows away. Today, well rather Thursday was mine and matt's two month anniversary of being together, yet it is not. I am still upset about him breaking up something great that we had, but I am beginning to undersatnd why he wanted to be free. I always had forgotten that he was 16, ( Read more... )

So...I am on the road to recooperation. I proved that one big time today. I know, I am horrible, but it was something I just needed to do. It was something to get my mind off of things ( Read more... )

I worked tonight, and I could not focus on anything. I seemed to be in a different world. I was just thinking about how when me and Matt did date, I did not know what kind of feelings that I had for him, and now that it is over, I only see how much I did have such strong feelings for him. It will be weird when we talk again because he won't be mine ( Read more... )

So last night I had to keep myself busy in order not to think of what happened earlier. I went running and ran just about 4 1/2 miles. I could not believe I had that kind of endurance still. Even with me smoking so much in the past several months. I went to bed, and sadly enough cried myself to sleep. It was different not waiting for him to call me ( Read more... )