I can't recall ever having so much self loathing. Is that what this year is about? How many times have I been a hipocrite? How much have I become that I said I'd never do? More then I'd like to admit. And as much fun as recognizing all my stupid little idiosyncracies and my bigger faults, I don't feel as though I'm in any position to fix them ( Read more... )

Yeah, I am feeling pretty crappy. I was going to whine about how much my homecoming is making me think of the Laugh-in tricycle, and how much everything was like a soap opera, and how if last year I couldn't move because I was stuck in a puddle of honey, but this year I stepped in it again by accident, tried to wipe my shoe, lost my balance, ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was fortunate enough to see Fry not once, but twice. Yay!!! It was sooooo nice seeing her again. And hearing her talk about college was really exciting. At lunch she suggested we go to rocky horror at midnight. Hmmm...the chances of this happening, knowing my folks, was slim to nill. Unbelievably, mom said yes ( Read more... )

It has been such an exciting weekend with fry home, corpse bride friday (very cute!!!) and just so much good stuff. So yeah, I was really bummed when I first realized that homecoming was two weeks away because I knew I wouldn't have a date, but now I don't even care! I'm just excited about it anyway. It's gonna be awesome.

I really have no idea how I should feel at this point but its a very 'in-between' moment. I guess senior year is just like that, or something. I don't really feel like a senior yet though...

I'm exhausted--either from lack of sleep or for the drama. Yes, it's like the poison in out water supply, but there it is in all of its gossiping glory. Drama from drama, no less. I almost miss being out of the loop, because the loop is a scary, scary place. Of course it wouldn't be real drama without the boy, the clueless 'innocent', the ( Read more... )

Everything always works out so nicely in plays. Loose ends get tied up, new truths are reached, and the characters come to an understanding. Shouldn't life be like that too? Just neat? Or maybe it does but we see after the curtain closes leaving the players to stumble once again without resolution.

Excuse the poor metaphor.

Ugh...I feel so cooped up right now. I couldn't even finish Nixon last night like I said I would because I fell asleep. So my mom didn't want to bother me while I was reading so she quilted without me which made me really upset because I want to feel like I'm doing it too, with her--not 'helping' on my own project. Since after the wedding she's ( Read more... )

I'm back. That's it.

"We're counting the days down
Till the day when we live in a video
I'll be stone-faced and pale
You'll pout in stereo
24 hours every day of the year
Oh, what fun I can't wait 'til the future gets here."

Hey everybody! This is the link to the wedding website and the first batch of wedding pictures (from the disposable cameras at the reception). Enjoy. Professional pictures will be available later via the web ( Read more... )