Ok so i have had a few request to actually update this thing lol...... well lifes good..... im in good health as of right now lol..... i have the man of my dreams..... gettin A's in school and im still breathing so life cant completly suck ya know............ well good news my hubby will be coming home 2 months earlier then expected that means ( Read more... )

Ok so i know i never write in this thing just dont have much to say and i know like only two people read it anyways.... Amanda and christina, but anyways i am so frustrated for some reason. Man life can get complicated and i seem to make things out of nuttin b/c i am a wacko like that lol......... but yeah it frustrates me that i cant talk to jeff ( Read more... )

Ok so i am just sittin here doing nuttin so i decided to write something i NEVER do......... So life is as good as it can be with out my husband, i started schoo and i have all of his friends here to hang with and hwlp out so thats really nice... if i was by myself i would be going COMPLETELY nuts!!!!!! Well i just had a b-day so thats good ( Read more... )

1) Was 2005 a good year for you? It was AMAZZING year with somewhat of a sad end ( Read more... )

Well i always say this b/c it is always true i never update this thing i just never know what to say B/c half the time i say anything i cuz a problem or people turn against me b/c my life doesnt got the way they think it should go but whatever heres the news lately........... well it has been 22 days since jeff left it is hard im not going to lie ( Read more... )

Well i know i bearly write in this and i dont even know if anyone reads it but it gives me a place to vent and i guess that is good................well today has to be one of the toughest day of my life jeffs leaving i have already cried so much my eyes are swollen cuz i cried my self to sleep in jeffs arms last night.............. i am going to ( Read more... )

Ok i am gettin so pissed at how ridiculous this is all getting i dont even fucking live in the same state as any of you ashley or any of my friends i am home sick as hell trying to get situated with the married life what the hell gives you the idea i would bother myself and get involeved in your life when it is none of my bussiness.......... the ( Read more... )

ok well it has been a long two days but not entirely bad......... well i have been wroking all week but tomarrow night( almoat tnight) i am going to owboys for ash's b-day which is cool it is a night out. i was reading ashleys journal and you know what is weird she was talking about getting drunk on her b-day more power to her! but i didnt even ( Read more... )

ok well today was a pretty exciting day i saw my sisters baby OMG he is soooooo damn cute i held him forever i didnt want to let go at first i was like awwwwwww i want one then it started crying then i was like nevermind i never want one lol..... plus to see the nurse bring in a breast pump i was like yeah i definatly dont want one lol..... here ( Read more... )

i will start with the weekend well it statred out thurs. night went to cowboys all bummed out it was great i didnt care what i looked like and you all know me i am never like that or i wasnt but now that i am in love it dont need to go out trying to impress who givesd a damn just go out and have fun all the pressure gone its great! ok then fri did ( Read more... )