I know, I know, its been a long damn time since I wrote in this thing. Lets just say life is a little busy these days. I have 3 options, school, work, and working out. I'm trying to lose 20 lbs of all that rice i ate over there. Plus, my trainer is a hottie and it motivates me to get up and do it. I still don't have a boyfriend, I'm always broke ( Read more... )

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I know its been awhile since I updated this thing but I've had some drama going on for the past weeks I didnt want to write down and be reminded about it. But last night took a toll on me. I found out my friend has been lieing to me abew out alot of things. She stayed with me while I was in texas for the 2month period and came back to Korea the ( Read more... )

I've been alot happier these days; staying away from large crowds, learning more about cleaning up my act and just realizing how many thing I have. I like being seldom alot these days, I feel like I have so much freedom I could fly. I have felt very free, like nothing can drag me down anymore, maybe I finally let go of all my sorrows and the ( Read more... )

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Well here I am styaing sober and staying back at the dorms this weekend. Its really cleansing to my spirit, makes me feel better to think about the things that bother me and figuring out ways to solve the problem. Some of the girls here are kind of pissing me off, of coure the international girls that is, my roomates are a blessing from god. We had ( Read more... )

I had the worst weekened ever. I'm not drinking again for the rest of the semester unless its with my roomates or a korean person. I'm so embarassed, i hate my actions, i cant understand my own self sometimes, i just wake up in a puddle of shame. I have to hear about my actions on the next day because im too fucked up to remember what the hell i ( Read more... )

Well to continue with my little fantasy world, I saw the boy i met the other day at the club on Monday night. Mary and I headed up to Osan and met him up with him and his friends. All we really did was just talk and had a couple of beers. He is such a sweet cute little guy but then he had to leave Tuesday. Its sad to see someone you like have to ( Read more... )