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so i sit here at 1 o clock in the morning, feeling sad. i cant sleep because i'm too sad. i miss my life....i'm like a nobody now. i tried with jake, but hes just another one of those guys. theres no decent guy left in this fucking world. no guy wants a relationship, all they want is fun and sex. what happened to love? i feel like it disapeared. i ( Read more... ) -
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so i'm too hard to love. atleast thats what someone told me. i miss all the people i was a bitch too. why was i like that. i miss tj even though he has broken my heart multiple times. and i actually miss pat. he always could cheer me up no matter what, and i fucked that up too. whats wrong with me? -
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so hi there everybody. i'm doing fantastic. i am doing good on my school, doing good at work and doing good all around. i'm off the best program. which is awesome!!!! i'm done! now 5 more months of probation and i'm free. i'm doing so good. yay. i'm proud of myself. hehe anyways my dad is here for a week. hes driving us nuts but i'll be at work ( Read more... ) -
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i'm officially off best today!!! i am doing so good i'm scaring myself. WOO! my dad is coming too. for a week and a half.yay anyways off to work bye -
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Ok so i'm not really using this site anymore! i'm at myspace.com now! check me out!
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i bought my dress for brittanys wedding. i'm the maid of honor. yay. i'm excited though. shes happy so i'm happy for her. anyways its a pretty dress. still need to get my shoes and find a hairstyle and blah blah blah. oh well, i'm just gonna laze around cause its my day off woo hoo. i'm hungry maybe i'll get a pizza, who knows. peace out -
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The united states is pathetic. especially longmont, CO. or some people that live just outside of it. they think just because they are over 20 that they know everything there is to know about life? i know alot of people that made mistakes when they were teenagers and they become hipocritical against teens now when they make a mistake. isn't that ( Read more... ) -
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So tj is coming home july 29th i'm really excited. i get to see him for 2 weeks then he goes back to the war again. thats going to be so hard. i hate to even think about it. oh well on to new things. i'm getting my ankle moniter on tomorrow! yay! it wont be that bad. i cant atleast wear it in the shower. lol. oh well. its my problem, my fault and i ( Read more... )