Comments | dramaqueen579: Alone in a crowd of thousands

dramaqueen579

Alone in a crowd of thousands

Aug 25, 2005 16:40

John left today. Took me to school, then left. Dammit. That hurt. I guess since he didn't leave with everyone else I felt a deep reassurance in his presence. Now he's gone. Really fuckin gone.

White Oleanders is final. I have to read, cut, memorize, and start creating a charactor tonight.

I want to sleep away this internal exhaustion.

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youth_we_lost August 25 2005, 16:46:08 UTC

what you need to do is step up and start being a leader and stop bringing people down. if you want to talk about this call me because i think things need to change around the PAC. hello i passed my legacey.

dramaqueen579 August 25 2005, 17:46:12 UTC

You need to call me if you have a problem with something you think i'm doing. And yeah you exactly you passed your legacy so sit back, watch, and give advice when I ask. But do not tell me what to do, you have no control over what happens in the PAC anymore.

youth_we_lost August 25 2005, 19:42:58 UTC

ok, well if you think you can talk to me like that i will tell you exactly whats wrong. When you say things like this year is going to be crap and there is no connections and its not the same, you make new people feel like shit and not want to be apart of it. Because i know of a few people who feel like you dont believe in them and they actually look up to you. So you might want to watch what you say/write to them and to me. So keep up what you are doing i guess, youre just digging your own grave.

dramaqueen579 August 25 2005, 20:18:54 UTC

I've already been fuckin told about it alright. I know what I did and I wont do it again. This has always been my outlet and I was venting I didn't know I was supposed to censor my outlet. I didn't mean that I don't have any faith in them. And it wasn't meant for them it was meant for you. I had no idea they would read it. And there is no need for you to say that i'm digging a hole because what I did was an accident and I know not to do it again. Lesson fuckin learned.

youth_we_lost August 25 2005, 23:06:32 UTC

please get pissed about it. PLEASE. because that will make it better. what happend to sarah who liked hearing advice and wanted to learn more. i guess you have alot of growing up to do.

dramaqueen579 August 26 2005, 04:53:11 UTC

She is still right here. I just don't need it right now. I messed up. Yes. I should have known better. Yes. But you were the second person to shove it in my face. We just have to move on, I can't make an apology to the public to make it better. And yeah I still have a lot of growing up to do no arguing there; but so does everyone else.

drama_dude_05 August 27 2005, 11:36:24 UTC

*wraps arms around sara and lets her let it all out* muah

dramaqueen579 August 27 2005, 13:17:06 UTC

*lets it all out* thanks wes. I love you.

drama_dude_05 August 27 2005, 15:33:03 UTC

love ya too chick....u have my number (or used to...i know i gave it to u...if u need it just ask) so if u ever wanna talk about whatever, just call me...im here for ya

xxxjohnny5xxx August 28 2005, 00:38:21 UTC

westley?

xxxjohnny5xxx August 28 2005, 00:37:45 UTC

fucking shit miles apart and we still fight about shit, how fucked up is that. guys dont be afraid to give advice and dont be afraid to recieve it but shit why do we have to throw it back and forth. damn show some love. sorry its just kinda sad. owell. thanks sarah ill miss you so much to sweety, ill never forget all that youve done for me this summer. dom nice hearing your still you old self. lol j/k nah but i really do hope that school and everything gets better for you. im sure it will all in good time though. till then take it easy and remember that youve got so much talent to show everyone up there. good luck with everything.