on top of all the change that's been going on...

katie's moving to california.

im so happy for her, but this is so depressing.

everyone is leaving...

but then i remember, i am too. there's so much to ponder.

so like i promised i need to give you details about my audition ( Read more... )

life is great.

everythings fallen into place and i couldn't be more happier. everything went the way i was hoping. life is great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have to go to work, and then i'm going out w/ my stop and shop crew. but details are sure to come!

i'm an idiot. plain and simple. i told myself over and over again since i started college that i need to focus on my craft and work on becoming a better actor/singer/performer. so i wouldn't get mixed up in relationships and such. so i would have meaningless drunken sex to get random impulses out but all during my time at dean i focused on my ( Read more... )

so i just had my interview for the summer stage camp in cumberland, and it went really well! i think i got the job. she only wants 3 counselors so we'll see what happens, but i think she liked me. and its allll about who you know. Jim and Myron were right, NEVER burn bridges, especially in theatre. Little did i know but the woman who interviewed me ( Read more... )

so i made it through the weekend. i'm doing pretty good. life's changing and i just have to change w/ it. there's just one more change i need to get through ( Read more... )

i just got home from graduation/reception. i cannot stop crying. i wasn't so bad until i had to say goodbye to jen. i just lost it. she's moving to texas then going to ocu. she's going to be so far away and she was my best girlfriend on campus. i've been home for a half hour now and i'm still crying..wtf ( Read more... )

i've been going through the recent depression of leaving Dean and the people at Dean forever...

and then i get to work today to find out it's true, Chris is transferring to the Plainville store.

i think i'm gonna transfer as well....i will refuse to have everyone leave me.

i didn't think saying goodbye was going to be this hard.

i love you guys so much. what am i gonna do w/o my deanies next year?

just so you know i prolly won't be able to write in my lj for at least a week cuz i'm gonna be uber busy. schedule is as follows ( Read more... )