something about weddings depress the shit out of me. I've got to change my life drastically somehow.

Helped deliver two babies today. The team neglected to tell me they were already dead. Two perfectly formed still born babies before 7:30. Hell of a way to start a day.

Been meaning to update this thing for awhile now. Surprising despite the amount of things that are different in my life, it feels like nothings going. I'm not a student anymore and am finally making money. Not that my bank account currently reflects this due to some issues with my car. My job is terrifying, but my fear becomes less crippling as ( Read more... )

I went on a couple of dates recently. It occurred to me about half way through the second that I didn't like the girl, but rather I just wanted to like someone. I don't think a relationship is a good idea for me right now, though sex would be a great idea, provided no offspring were produced. Unfortunately I'm not 100% sure how to get one ( Read more... )

And so ends my third significant relationship. Now to enjoy the few precious moments before the regret floods in.

Today I saw two flies having sex. I am fairly certain the recieving fly was dead, and had been for quite some time, as its body appeared to be flaking off due to the vigorous pumping. Not that I watched for long ( Read more... )

Yikes! Whats up with me these days?

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-My shortly lived infatuation with Christian girl ends abruptly after she begins using the word faggot to describe anyone and everyone; very rarely is a bundle of sticks around at the time ( Read more... )

Yet another livejournal update brought about by too much coffee and the need for sleep. I have yet another doctors appointment tomorrow, which theoretically will require me to sleep between now and then. I'm going to try and score more anti-biotics to get rid of this bronchitis. If I were a doctor I wouldn't give them to me, since chances are it ( Read more... )