Life has been different and difficult.

This is the first place I can admit it, I was raped... twice in less than 6 months. The last time was by someone I trusted and thought was my friend.

And somehow I feel like it's my fault.

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Fucking bullshit! I can't fucking belive I'm allowing myself to put myself in the position where I might see him every day. Damn, I'm a fucking dumbass!

I can't believe that not only did I allow myself to get played like that, but that I sill care.

How much have you changed in the past 2 years ( Read more... )

Today is my 21st B-day. Nick, I miss you. You deserve to be here more than anyone else...

The final chapter has been written in one of the two relationships where I have honestly been in love... and it is oddly satisfying ( Read more... )

Heh... so much insomnia... Too much for one post! ( Here's the rest )

I have insomnia. And since I can't sleep I figured I'd do some updating.

No news yet regarding the fate of LSC Rugby. However, we should hear the final word today. ::crosses fingers ( Read more... )