I visited here for the first time in two years today. I'm not quite sure what compelled me to do so but I blame the sudden influx of change in my life. Reading and reflecting back on years of entries I came to an unsettling thought- it seems as though my life at 22 was far more organized and in control than it is today, while I'm looming on 25 ( Read more... )

I wrote this journal entry  4 months ago and was never ready to post it. I wrote it with the full intentions of putting it in here, but for some reason felt compelled to leave it in Microsoft Word where it would be kept safe and maybe even, not real. I dont know why tonight it feels right to post it, but I think happiness has something to do with ( Read more... )

I have so much to say.

I think I'll start working on it tonight...

I'm fully aware that this may seem a tad melodramatic at the moment, not only considering my current situation but also taking into account the fact that this is my first official journal entry since moving to New York three months ago- but I often find myself defining significant moments in my life by what song would be playing in the background ( Read more... )

i heard a rumor today ( Read more... )

I had no internet for 2 weeks. Humbling, but I'm excited to have a connection with the outside world again. I had no idea that Pavaratti died. Or that the High School Musical girl was flashing her vagina all over the world. I can't imagine what else I've missed out on!
Currently, I have no clean underwear.
My air conditioner is broken.
No furniture ( Read more... )

i have so many things to say to you. but i'm not really sure it's worth my time for the second time. you'll never read this- mostly because i don't want you to, but also because i'm not sure i could even say these things to your face. but it needs to be said. i need to get this out of me. you've hurt the two people i care about most in this world ( Read more... )

I've taken to writing lists into my phone of things I want to speak about here. But most of the time, when I go to actually write about it, I have absolutely no idea what any of the little notes and abbreviations I've written myself mean.

Dear Diary,
Friday I started my first day of kindergarten. My teacher's name is Mrs. DaNapoli and a lot of ( Read more... )

There are two defining factors I base my important friendships on. One being music and the role it plays in the other persons life and the other being who I will and will not call upon to take me to/pick me up from the airport. As far as I'm concerned, there are only about 4 people (other than close family) who I will allow to bring me to the ( Read more... )

I brought Penny Lane to work today ( Read more... )