i cried today in 4th. i guess it started because i was thinking a lot of amanda...but then i kept crying just because i needed to. i talked to venegas a little about it...and other stuff
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so. remember that boy from a few posts back? yeah. well. somehow i tend to attract nothing but assholes, because he's suddenly fallen into that oh so tragic category. fuck
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make me productive. my mom has a teddy bear collection. my cell phone doesnt hold enough pictures. i want to paint. i dont have enough paint. making me happy is actually really hard. but at least i laugh. i'm not sad. my dog tried to eat the hamster. i dont know what i'm writing. i have to do a biology.
i'm home, sick. stupid cough. i want to go to college now. i want to create my own art for myself and only myself. no more impressing. only improving. let me move on. okay? i'm not thinking about anyone right now. its okay for me to be selfish. but that's just an assumption. i guess.
so. there's this boy. that i like. that likes me. that i want to be with right now. that i want to do umimaginable things to. because he is so adorable. because he is so sweet. because he is so funny. because i can't stop thinking about him.
i'd like to tell you that you are probably the equivilent of a really really bad wedgy right now. it'd be nice if you called right now. or now. or now. damn.