I'm feeling sentimental and nostalgic right now. It's probably a combination of the free time I haven't had in months or the overall sadness about missing my friends from high school. I think I have a real problem and a real disconnect that I create to not get close with people ( Read more... )

people suck.
school sucks.
softball sucks.
I'm bitter.

blahblahblah.

I would sprain my ankle and not know HOW I did it.

OMGZ SO MUCH TEENAGE DRAMA RIGHT NOW.

I got a 4.57 for the semester. I dominated it, without really doing much to feel like I dominated it. Junior year seems easiest on the grades so far. Unfortunately, this isn't always a good thing because now I have nothing else to spend my time on. It's a gift and a curse ( Read more... )

Cam and I have pretty much broken up. I guess I still have to say the word. I mean, I didn't really like him anymore so it was pointless for it to continue. I like him as a friend though and everything so I feel bad.

Eh, oh well.

Fuck it.

Seriously. I do not deserve to have to play a 4 hour match of golf and then come home to 5+ hours of homework. Seriously, what the hell. I'm not in fucking college so I don't feel like getting the homework load of one.

And I am not exaggerating about the 5 hours.

I went to school and it's just depressing. I really dislike most people in my class. Everyone is gone that I knew, and it's so hard to make all new friends ( Read more... )

I'm going to cry. Actually, I pretty much have a few times. My sister is off to college. I'm extremely depressed because I'm now and only child because Pat moved in today too. I hate my parents, we don't get along, and they just expect too much. Things I can't give, they want from me ( Read more... )

I had prom last night. The dance wasn't really that fun but the after prom was. I didn't know anyone at my table which was lame.

It was however hilarious because my brother, sister, and myself were all attending and I ran into them many times.

It was a lot of fun, though I'm extremely exhausted.

I'm fucking depressed ( Read more... )