yes! success! i am no longer a member of: the unemployed citizens of the u.s.

i have so many gripes, about photography and the way it is. i'm so disappointed at how massive towards amateurs it is. i understand i'm not going to get the headline photo b/c some person there took it with their __megapixel camera phone or what not. but art photography is stupid nowadays, and there aren't many people that can argue against that. ( Read more... )

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emotions, emotional involvement. emotional detachment, un-evolved? i can't turn it on. what is natural emotion and what is un-natural? genuinely feel or just feel what's right. full stop.

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i want to kill myself. i can't live in this disease infested home. diseases of the mind plague my biology--how am i ever suppose to be happy?

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what a night.