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Never thought I'd see the day that I was updating this thing again. Probably gonna be for life.
Why? Because I'm feeling nostalgic, that's why. The twists and turns that are life, the mystery that never fully prevails. From the last post I did a few years ago, alot has changed since then. I've struggled with substance abuse, I've found recovery. I've been a homeowner. I've bought/sold/traded more cars than most people would ever know what to ( Read more... ) -
Consider this as, an akashic record, of sorts.
Now, it's really been a while. These past few years have been quite the roller coaster for sure. Not as if anyone out there will actually pick up what I'm putting down, however this is the healthiest way I've figured to work on venting. From the last post I made back in 2013, I fell by the wayside into heroin (as has alot of our society today, ( Read more... ) -
I have become everything I've sworn not to...
I'm not happy with this life I have. At all. I would give anything just to make it all stop. What the fuck am I doing?
Help. -
Man it's seriously been a while. Maybe this could be healthy?
It appears that there is one thing that sticks with the in's and out's that life has to bring. It's been a rollercoaster. I've seen alot of things since I've updated this thing last time. Sometimes I back myself into a corner thinking "what a fucking mess I've made for myself, why am I still here?" But I'm still breathing. I suppose that God isn't ( Read more... ) -
Dear LJ, it's been a while...
...I love my life, and everything it stands for. haha. I'm a douche, but either you love me, or hate me. Quite frankly I don't care which it is. Things are looking up, and it's a long way down.
WELL I JUST INHALED HELIUM NYUCKKKA!
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*sigh* jail, probation, WHAT?!
it's been a while ( Read more... ) -
shit
nothing new really going on to mention, just working all the time, i'm curious as to what will happen at my sentencing, I guess there is a possibility that I might be getting banned from the internet for the period of time I am on it, so, if you don't see me on the internet for a while, that is the reason why. -
Jail?
Yeah, I guess I'm going to for the first time ever, going to go to Jail, will anyone bail me out? I Don't care, since I drug myself into it. I should be going into face up to it whenever, but I am doing this huge job with my dad moving this entire sports memorabilia store. Plus the zap zone here in waterford is hiring, and I know ghaz, so I'm sure ( Read more... ) -
okay so i kinda lied
there is still something missing, only, this time, I know what it is. -
yeah....
it was a while ago, I did a post somewhere talking about how there was this part of me missing, that was a mystery, now it's no longer a mystery. And I feel for once in my life.....COMPLETE.
God, I fucking rock.