Twas a long time in the making..

[dreadeddreams]

I wish I could count the number of times I've played this journal entry out in my mind, or even the number of times I've sat in this very chair, and willed my fingers to start doing their thing, with nothing to show for it.  Now very well might not be the right time, but it's as good a time as any, so even if it's not perfect, at least it's done.

Comments

[notsoperky]

I didn't realize that our kids would have been a month apart, oh man. There are actually a few people I know that could have had kids around Lilly's age.

I don't even know what to say to this entry. I just want you to know that no matter what, I'm always around! I miss you and I'll always care about you!

[dreadeddreams]

It is so nice to hear that! We really need to get together, and I REALLY mean it this time. My cell number is 813-951-7788, I work Monday-Friday 8:30-5, let me know when you're available and we will make rock solid plans!

I love you girly!!

[skasnotdead87]

WOW all the times asing how you were losing the weight close to 5 years later I find out you lied to me. I must admit very shocking! The post is pretty true though I think about this type of shit all the time. But hey thats life for you. This is the real life we always heard about.

[dreadeddreams]

Very true.. Guess this is the life we always heard about. But if this is how it was always supposed to be, wish someone would have told me that in highschool.. I would have been a hell of alot crazier! Bring on the vodka & orange juice in a gatorade bottle! lol.. I love you Eldridge! And I miss you too punk!