SO yeah I doubt that anyone ever reads this anymore but I figured I'd still do a post. Well as of lately its been pretty crazy. this weekend I found out that my best friend here is going to be a daddy and he's still in shock. Him, bre and I are going to be getting an apartment together most likely within this month or next month is what we are ( Read more... )

Well life back in washington and in the barracks sucks just as much as it did before leave. Wait no I take that back it's worse now. Having just been home and around the ones I missed makes me even more hateful to this GREAT FUCKING ARMY. Then to top that I do believe waiting for two years will be a waste of my time if it already isn't. But ( Read more... )

Timing sucks but everything else is great in life. And it appears I'm not the only one thinking or feeling this way in life. As the time speeds toward the 2nd I feel as if I'm getting a bit more depressed by the hour. It feels like I just got here I had a great time but I just don't want to get on that plane and leave again. I've enjoyed "being a ( Read more... )

Why the fuck are people so agianst what others do when they do it themselvfes. yeah drinking and riving is no good but yet a hockety pleayer gets caught on it and everyone is bashing him whebn half of them do it on a regular basis I'm guilty and I admit it. I'm wrong young and dumb whats a 40 years old excuse? they just dumb? beats the fuck out of ( Read more... )

Its funny how things in life go. Nothing ever happens the way you would think or you plan. Whenever it does seem to be going by your plan here comes a curve ball. Will we ever understand our life plans or is man just not meant to understand what exactly that is. Laying in my bed tossing and turning not being able to sleep made me start thinking the ( Read more... )

so I don't know what has been going on with me lately. I have some how devloped a bad case of insomnia and I don't know how to help it. I've tried everything but no matter how tired I am I will lay in bed for hours and not be able to fall asleep. Last night something that happened which I don't know if it came from the restlessness or if I'm truely ( Read more... )

I only have 15 days until I'll be home. Actually I have been home for about 3 or 4 hours in exactly 15 days. So here I go again messing shit up in my life. Hum that sure sounds fimiliar. Doing stupid shit, saying the wrong thing and just being myself. But hey whats new, I can tell you whats not new, me just saying fuck it and moving on. I really ( Read more... )

For the last couple of hours I have been sitting in my room reading every single post I have ever made to my livejournal, and now I don't even know where to begin. It is rather odd how much I have truly changed over the last couple of years and I never realized until I look back at the things I did, said and even thought. I have seen the rise and ( Read more... )

So it's about time for another post I guess. Things have been going pretty good up here in washington, just got to make sure I stay out of trouble lol. The barracks I live in have some of the gayest rules ever. Some of those are; No smoking, visitors have to sign in, can only have vistors from the hours of 0800-0200 if there is no duty the next day ( Read more... )

SO here we go again but before I start talking I'm going to apologize in advance for the fact that I'm on oxycodene for the pain(will get into later) and I'm not exactly with it ( Read more... )