I'm alive. My life is in no way going where I want to go. I'm a rally driver nowadays, and I haven't raced in 3 years. That shit is my sanity. I've been unglued for a long time now, and I want to go crazy, but I will not come unglued. I have witnessed and felt so much on this journey, it would be a shame to end it with no grace. I ended up being ( Read more... )

Well basically, Ive been fighting most of my deamons headon for the past few weeks, it's hard, but it's so nessicary, I'm high as hell. But in the longrun, I'm not sorry for who I am anymore, I am what I am, you can take it or leave it, but dont you dare pretend that you accept me, when you say it mean, when you dont, dont open your mouth. Actions ( Read more... )

this is the thing, I love what I do. I love working on projects that ( Read more... )

messy, irritable, depressed, fragile, worrying, emotionally sensitive, does not like to lead, phobic, weird, suspicious, low self control, paranoid, frequently second guesses self, dependent, unproductive, introverted, weak, strange, unassertive, submissive, familiar with the dark side of life, feels invisible, rash, vain, anti-authority, heart ( Read more... )

You know what I think I was predicting my future on here, or shaping who I was to have this outcome.

2007 is a year of rebuilding.

how are you. im good ( Read more... )

Havent really slept. kinda getting down on my self...dont really know If im ready, but imma roll with it damnit. after itt tech starts there's no goin back. Imma be in it for the long haul. cant back out, if I do what the hell do I have to go back to...smoking weed all the time, getting drunk, play computer games in an endless cycle....fuck that ( Read more... )

doesn't really matter if anyone reads this ( Read more... )

Well I dont know, im trying to finish my term paper for english, the only class I didnt stop goin to at college, Im suck a fuck up ( Read more... )

whats up. nothing kewl happened cept for I talked to pili today that was fun and awsome. she still is so hotttt and awsome! thats all for now, cept for my car broke it sucked.

te amo u know who you are....

te amo mucho.

peace